I have my last exam tonight, so obviously I was studying very hard yesterday! I found a quiet study room in my university and I just studied for 4 or 5 hours straight. Soon, it was time to go home, and I had to go to the washroom. While I was washing my hands, I looked at my reflection, and got a huge shock!

MY RIGHT EYE WAS COMPLETELY RED! I freaked out so much..! What the heck happened to my eye? My eyes were irritated all day, but I thought it was from lack of sleep! Maybe I was too stressed and blood vessels had broken underneath..! But, yeah, I freaked out and immediately called my mum! She sounded a little worried too, and said that she would take me to the doctor when she picked me up from the bus station.

As usual, the bus was late, and I had about an hour and a half (including wait time) to sit there and worry about what was going on with my eye. I seriously think I'm a hypochondriac. I just kept going through all these scenarios in my head about what it could be, but I suppose none of them were "realistic".

Anyways, I got picked up at the bus station, and we went to the clinic. Everyone did a double take at my eye, and then they tried not to stare at it. -_- I mean, I checked in the mirror, after I got in the car, and it wasn't as red as before! After waiting for 5-10 minutes, I got to see a doctor. Lol, he took one look at my eye and made a diagnosis in 10 seconds. He said that it was an infection and I should use anti-bacterial eye drops.I wonder how it happened. I don't carry around a hand sanitizer and clean my hands every minute, but it's not like my hands are filthy! Maybe I somehow caught from another person.. ><

Either way, I'm keeping my distance from people for now. I've been doing that for a while since I didn't want to catch the flu or the cold from people.

Time to continue studying. I've been so unmotivated this year..! But one good thing did happen yesterday! I handed in my application for the exchange! Yay~ and in 2 weeks or so, they're going to start the interviews! I have to prepare for that!

I don’t usually do things like this but I just need to rant a little because it’s been happening too much these past few weeks! You don’t really have to read this. 
Why can’t people get off my back about being a vegetarian?! Is that so odd?! At work, when someone is doing a demo of some meat product, they urge me to try it and I tell them “No thanks, I’m a vegetarian”, they try to pressure me anyways! It pisses me off, but I don’t ever show it. Just smile and ignore. 
Sure, they’re curious so they ask me questions. No problem. I’ll try my best to answer them. No, it’s not because of religion. No one is forcing me. It’s not because of my family seeing as my dad and brother eat meat, and my mom eats seafood. No, I have never really been curious enough to try it. I’ve been vegetarian since birth. Yeah, I eat egg. I’m missing out? Whatever. That’s your opinion. I’m content with my lifestyle.
I’m crazy? That’s just plain rude! What I eat isn’t real food? Now why would you say that? Stuff like that irritates me the most! And no, I don’t just eat raw vegetables every day! 
It’s not like I’m still holding a grudge about this but when I was in high school, my friends and I were at the mall, and they decided to get sushi (real sushi, lol  and not what I eat) at the food court. And they pressured me to eat a salmon roe one. My chopstick holding skills were pretty bad back then so I kept dropping it and all of the little eggs fell off. And then I ate it. I knew there was nothing else on it except for rice and seaweed, but just the thought of it made me sick to my stomach. Why? I have no idea! Maybe there’s some mental block in my mind telling me how wrong it is for me and I made myself sick.
Yeah, I don’t know. I’m just getting a little tired of justifying my reasons to others regarding this matter. Isn’t just saying that it’s my choice enough? Sure, I care about animals and their right to live and all, but honestly, that’s not a big part of this. 
Anyways, if you read through this, thanks. I just wanted to say what was bothering me lately. At 4:20 AM. Work’s going to be fun tomorrow. 

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I'm A~
24 years old
I just wanted a blog to post random stuff~