I have my last exam tonight, so obviously I was studying very hard yesterday! I found a quiet study room in my university and I just studied for 4 or 5 hours straight. Soon, it was time to go home, and I had to go to the washroom. While I was washing my hands, I looked at my reflection, and got a huge shock!

MY RIGHT EYE WAS COMPLETELY RED! I freaked out so much..! What the heck happened to my eye? My eyes were irritated all day, but I thought it was from lack of sleep! Maybe I was too stressed and blood vessels had broken underneath..! But, yeah, I freaked out and immediately called my mum! She sounded a little worried too, and said that she would take me to the doctor when she picked me up from the bus station.

As usual, the bus was late, and I had about an hour and a half (including wait time) to sit there and worry about what was going on with my eye. I seriously think I'm a hypochondriac. I just kept going through all these scenarios in my head about what it could be, but I suppose none of them were "realistic".

Anyways, I got picked up at the bus station, and we went to the clinic. Everyone did a double take at my eye, and then they tried not to stare at it. -_- I mean, I checked in the mirror, after I got in the car, and it wasn't as red as before! After waiting for 5-10 minutes, I got to see a doctor. Lol, he took one look at my eye and made a diagnosis in 10 seconds. He said that it was an infection and I should use anti-bacterial eye drops.I wonder how it happened. I don't carry around a hand sanitizer and clean my hands every minute, but it's not like my hands are filthy! Maybe I somehow caught from another person.. ><

Either way, I'm keeping my distance from people for now. I've been doing that for a while since I didn't want to catch the flu or the cold from people.

Time to continue studying. I've been so unmotivated this year..! But one good thing did happen yesterday! I handed in my application for the exchange! Yay~ and in 2 weeks or so, they're going to start the interviews! I have to prepare for that!

I don’t usually do things like this but I just need to rant a little because it’s been happening too much these past few weeks! You don’t really have to read this. 
Why can’t people get off my back about being a vegetarian?! Is that so odd?! At work, when someone is doing a demo of some meat product, they urge me to try it and I tell them “No thanks, I’m a vegetarian”, they try to pressure me anyways! It pisses me off, but I don’t ever show it. Just smile and ignore. 
Sure, they’re curious so they ask me questions. No problem. I’ll try my best to answer them. No, it’s not because of religion. No one is forcing me. It’s not because of my family seeing as my dad and brother eat meat, and my mom eats seafood. No, I have never really been curious enough to try it. I’ve been vegetarian since birth. Yeah, I eat egg. I’m missing out? Whatever. That’s your opinion. I’m content with my lifestyle.
I’m crazy? That’s just plain rude! What I eat isn’t real food? Now why would you say that? Stuff like that irritates me the most! And no, I don’t just eat raw vegetables every day! 
It’s not like I’m still holding a grudge about this but when I was in high school, my friends and I were at the mall, and they decided to get sushi (real sushi, lol  and not what I eat) at the food court. And they pressured me to eat a salmon roe one. My chopstick holding skills were pretty bad back then so I kept dropping it and all of the little eggs fell off. And then I ate it. I knew there was nothing else on it except for rice and seaweed, but just the thought of it made me sick to my stomach. Why? I have no idea! Maybe there’s some mental block in my mind telling me how wrong it is for me and I made myself sick.
Yeah, I don’t know. I’m just getting a little tired of justifying my reasons to others regarding this matter. Isn’t just saying that it’s my choice enough? Sure, I care about animals and their right to live and all, but honestly, that’s not a big part of this. 
Anyways, if you read through this, thanks. I just wanted to say what was bothering me lately. At 4:20 AM. Work’s going to be fun tomorrow. 

Haha, I've noticed that pretty much all my recent posts have been about me complaining about something, but why not? :P
It's my blog, so here I am complaining about being under stress again!
Although, it's usually my fault that I put myself under stress by slacking off.
Here's all the things I did to currently raise my stress level so high:

  1. Obviously, I procrastinated, by not doing my readings/practice problems on time.
  2. Why, oh why did I value entertainment during such an important time?! Maybe I should block YouTube until next week, and Facebook, of course
  3. Two tests within 12 hours of each other this week, and also good thing that my essay due on Wed got delayed to next week 
  4. Skipping classes to study, then not studying
  5. NO SLEEEEEEP~ (Very little sleep, actually) I've been a tired little zombie for the past few weeks. The 30-40 minutes of sleep time I get on the bus is not enough -_- 
  6. Not eating right either
  7. Excessive internets that is not related to studying..! 
Well, there's probably more stuff, but I'm running out of time before I have to go catch the train, so it's time to go. I've been really bad the past few weeks, and I ended up skipping classes. Of course, there was a legitimate reason for the week before last, when I sprained my ankle AGAIN! *sigh* 

Time to pack up quickly and leave..  >_<

So it's been a month already since university started, and things are busier than ever! D: Not that it's stopping me from procrastinating.. which is a very very bad habit. -_-

But I really shouldn't! This year is super important, as in I have to work really hard and bring my grades up! BECAUSE:


And also learn more French. 

Even now, while I'm just listening to music while waiting to go to the bus station, I could easily just start doing some readings right? But no, I'm not.. 

I think I will do it for sure on the bus though! I don't get how I'm able to concentrate so easily in the library or the cafeteria, but it's nearly impossible to do so at home. Of course, it's the temptation of my laptop... 

Well, definitely can't waste next week! I'm so glad it's reading week.. I used to laugh at the idea of having a reading week a month after school started, but it really is necessary! 

I think I should go start to get ready since my bus leaves in 20 mins and I'm still in my pajamas. 

Or more like uncomfortableness, because I have super intense pain killers XD But I don't want to take too many of it during the day since it makes me very drowsy. I'd rather save it for when I sleep.

I got all my wisdom teeth out yesterday, and since this is the only major surgery I've experienced (I've had others but that was when I was much younger), I did not really appreciate not being put under.

I got freezing and laughing gas, but I really did not want to see the dentist's bloody tools, gloves, and him saying random worrying things like, "It's seems to have gone deeper than we originally thought. I hope it won't be a problem." He put something on my finger, which measured my heart beat, and I could hear it going crazy sometimes! Like it was steady for a while, then all of a sudden, it started beating really quickly and made a very strange noise! Even the dentist had to stop for a minute to see what was going on, but I guess I was getting nervous, even though it didn't feel like it. Well, I was breathing laughing gas, I suppose. Haha, my mom said it was supposed to make me high, but I guess I was just so nervous, it just made me more calm. 

I don't know if the freezing didn't work too well on one tooth, or if it was way too close to my jaw nerve, but I felt some pain while it was being pulled out! Not too bad though. What hurt the most was when he was trying to remove the upper teeth, and he had to pretty much yank the sides of my mouth to stretch it since it wasn't big enough. And obviously, there was no numbing out there, so it hurt like hell. I just gripped the sides of the chair and just closed my eyes till it was over. 

Gah.. I'm so hungry though, but I guess I'll just have to bear with liquids for the next few days, because I can't open my mouth much, on account of my bruised sides.. -_- 

I guess today will be a relaxing day, since any movement is painful. >_< Maybe I'll just finish reading 'The Time Traveler's Wife' and watch some movies. The book is amazing by the way. I love the narration style, where it's a 1st person view from the Henry and Clare of different time periods. I'm starting to think though, maybe I should be watching the movies before reading the books, because I get my hopes up so much and I'm so utterly disappointed when I see how they cut out or changed stuff, even though I know that it's inevitable. 

Anyways, I'm going to slowly drink my hot chocolate with milk, and read. Here's a picture from Ikemen desu ne, to which I've really gotten addicted! 

I love Ren~ <3 I hope he get Mio and Ren (the middle two) can be together (which they probably will XD) 

So I'm back from Quebec and Trois-Pistoles~ I guess that was about two weeks ago! I miss it soo much! But I'll blog about that later because my laptop has crashed and I have no way of obtaining my pictures right now.. T_T
But it was a truly unforgettable trip! :)
I miss everyone so much, especially all the vegetarians that I ate with and my housemates, but some of them live kinda close by, so hopefully we can meet up again someday! <3

I'm really bored right now.. I'm somewhat ready for school to start, but I do want to meet all my friends who go to university in another city before that.

Here's some random and awesome illustrations that I found on piccsy.com

Paris~ Je veux y aller! 

I can't believe it's finally next week..
I'm so incredibly saddened and excited for this moment. Even when the last book came out, it didn't really feel like it was finished since there were still a few more movies to come out.

I'm just so happy to be able to watch them all and have grown up with it. It's been 10 long years, but it's finally here.

I just know I'm going to cry a little while watching Part 2. Part 1 was extremely well done, except for a few minor details, but that's only me being a little anal about it being really close to the book. It really captured the emotions well. So I really want to see how the Part 2 turns out.

Ahh also, I still haven't finished packing! And I'm leaving on Saturday! I'm so excited and scared at the same time! I have to do some more laundry, but I hope everything fits in my one suitcase!

I had so much fun yesterday~ But I'll write later, since I'm going out soon!

So here's a funny picture!

It's already June! And in a few short weeks I'll be going to Quebec! I'm so excited!

There's two more classes left, and the final exam is on the 15th! So close! >_< I really have to get a move on with the readings and notes! There's going to be short answers on it this time.. So I must focus!

What else? I got my hair cut the other day~ So happy! I think the last time I cut it was almost a year ago, so it had grown pretty long! Like almost to my chest! I wasn't really planning on cutting too much, because I've only had long hair for a little while and didn't feel like going short again! But I suppose a year of neglect does lead to some damage! Especially after I dyed my hair again 2 weeks ago. So I ended up cutting almost 4 inches off! And it feels soo much better! No more dry ends! And I got lots of layers again! I really don't like having it one length~! I think I actually saw some split ends the other day o_o So good thing I did this!

Met up with Sarah the other day to hang out in Kensington market! It was soo fun.. and a little strange! There`s a lot of really cool, vintage stores there! They're also kinda pricey! But some of them are really nice stuff!

Ah, I want to write more, but 'tis late, and I have work in the morning. So glad it's an easy one this week! :D

I'll write a short one, cuz I just woke up and I want to go eat!

It was really fun~ Got to see friends I haven't seen in a long time, and I made new ones! :D
There were a lot of awesome cosplays, and some funny ones! Since it's my 3rd year, I didn't really end up running around and taking pictures of every single cosplay I saw, except Phoenix Wright ones because they are beyond awesomes! XD But I still got a fair amount! I got a lot of them for just two days~!

There was also the JE meeting! It was great meeting more Arashi fans <3 !

I was going to go today, unless there was a storm (which there isn't) but I don't think I can handle it haha.

It was finally sunny yesterday, but I got a little sunburned, by which I don't actually mean sunburned. I get an allergic reaction these days if I'm in the sun too long -_- So I don't want to put my gloves on again and aggravate it.. so just taking it easy at home today!

I bought lots of manga yesterday! Instead of wasting my money on useless stuff, I bought something I'd read! I would have loved to buy shoujo managas, but I can read them online anyways.. and I don't want to just buy a couple of volume from the series! Because when I want to read the rest, I'd have to go and buy it in Chapters or something and that is too expensive...  Q.Q
And that's why I usually don't collect manga! All I have are random volumes of series I like, and ones that I got on birthdays!

So anyways, I bought a couple of Crayon Shin-chan volumes (3 & 4) last year, so I decided to get a couple more! I got 5, 6, and 7 this time. I wanted to get 8, 9 and 10 too but that would be almost 50 bucks.. ><
I could buy it.. but sooner or later I'd feel a twinge of regret as to why I spent $50 on this inappropriate child's manga. I also bought MW (which I was looking for everywhere last year but was always sold out), Vol 2 of Oooku (大奥), and Vol 8 and 9 of Gantz! A very random selection!

Other than that, I bought a bunch of pins, a Beelzebub bookmark, a bunch of Digimon plushies (Palamon and Gomamon), a couple of bow hairties (which now that I look at them, I can honestly make them myself...) and a Taichi/Agumon phone strap that I gave to my brother.

Oh, I almost forgot! I got there a little early yesterday because I wanted to go to the Dealer's Room, and browse around, but I couldn't go in because there was an ambulance there! I met one of my friend's randomly and we were just walking around when I spotted another Hilda! I went up to her to take a picture and noticed she had and Oga and Furuichi with her too! XD Haha I was seriously excited because I thought no one else would be cosplaying from there! But my friend took a picture of me with Oga and Furuichi! The guy told me to hold this little Beelzebub he had.. and I did! But after I left and was just wandering around, I noticed that there were little white hairs all over me T_T Whatever he made Beelzebub out of left a lot of stuff on me... -_-

And that's all for now! Haha, it still ended up becoming a long post because I just can't seem to be able to stop talking!

Gah... 4 more days till Anime North and I still haven't done anything much!

I don't even have everything yet. Gotta go to China Town tomorrow to get a pink umbrella! And hopefully I can finish making the dress and gloves today!
Haha, how could I have an idea for two cosplays? -_- There's barely enough time for one!
Ok gotta start working now! ><

  Misunderstandings ^_^

Can't get enough of these! XD

Aoi/Oga <3

He's so in love with Furuichi! XD

Oh gosh.. these are all from ep 15 but, XD

LOL Oga! I think Transporter's officially my favourite character now!

XD One of the funniest scenes in episode 15!

Ahh it's 3 in the morning! But I don't feel like sleeping yet! :3
 I'll write this quickly so I can sleep! Haha I always do this! I think I'm gonna sleep and I get distracted with something! My poor eyes Q.Q

Hmm tomorrow (well, today), I think I'm gonna dye my hair! It's been like a year and 5
 months since the last time I guess, but I really want some light hair for the summer (and for cosplay)!
I'm doing it in Palty Caramel Brown!

I don't really expect it to turn that colour, but just a nice, shiny brown! It's supposed to work well on Asian hair, and since I am in fact from Asia, and have super black hair, it should lighten it! :D
I'm a little nervous though! I've never actually dyed it by myself! The last time I did it at home, my friend helped me with it, but this time, I'll be on my own! Well she was supposed to come this weekend and help me, but she couldn't T_T

Anyways, I'll just do it reeeally carefully tomorrow and hopefully it turns out well! *fingers crossed*

And Wed, I have my Development Econ test x_x I was really stupid and distracted this weekend and I didn't study at all! I've got 2 more days, I suppose, so I better read like 3 chapters a day!

I finally started working on my cosplay too! XD AN is less than 2 weeks away and I'm only starting now~ Hopefully, I'll be able to get everything done on time! I finished my frilly choker thing today and probably Tuesday, I'm going to start on the gloves! Hopefully, on Thursday or Tuesday next week, I can go to Pmall and get my pink umbrella!

Found this on another blog, but I thought I should put this here too so I can follow it~!

Drink plenty of water.                                                                           
Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
Play more games.
Read more books than you did in 2010.
Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
Sleep for 7 hours.
Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.
Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
Don’t over do. Keep your limits.
Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.
Dream more while you are awake.
Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.
Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.
No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
Smile and laugh more.
You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
Call your family often.
Each day give something good to others.
Forgive everyone for everything.
Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
Try to make at least three people smile each day.
What other people think of you is none of your business.
Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
Do the right thing!
Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
However good or bad a situation is, it will change.  
No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up. 
The best is yet to come.
Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

  1. Drink plenty of water.                                                                           
  2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
  3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
  4. Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
  5. Play more games.
  6. Read more books than you did in 2010.
  7. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
  8. Sleep for 7 hours.
  9. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.


  1. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
  2. Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
  3. Don’t over do. Keep your limits.
  4. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
  5. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.
  6. Dream more while you are awake.
  7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
  8. Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
  9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.
  10. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.
  11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
  12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
  13. Smile and laugh more.
  14. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.


  1. Call your family often.
  2. Each day give something good to others.
  3. Forgive everyone for everything.
  4. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
  5. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
  6. What other people think of you is none of your business.
  7. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.


  1. Do the right thing!
  2. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
  3. However good or bad a situation is, it will change. 
  4. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
  5. The best is yet to come.
  6. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

I'm still not sure about who to vote for so I'm reading all their platforms! But my main problem is that some parties are promising all these things, but will they be able to follow through with? Because it's nice to hear all the pretty promises they say they will follow, but can I trust that they'll go through with it?

Decisions... Hmm..

Also I went to P-mall on Friday with Sarah, Michelle and Fushi! We bought like $460 worth of stuff together! o.o

I'll take pictures of it later!

It's the ending theme for Misaki No.1, which is surprisingly good even though it's pretty much another problem students, enthusiastic teacher drama. I did find it a little boring in the beginning because it was another drama where the teacher has a hidden past (No.1 hostess) but it got more interesting after 3 episodes.

Haha I guess I'm trying to get in the habit of doing this daily!

So I guess we're leaving soon for the hotel~ I'm literally packing like 10 mins before we leave, but how much stuff do I  need to take anyways? It's just 1 pair of pajamas, maybe 1 or 2 pairs of pants, 2 shirts, undies, and a sweater. Also my ipod, phone, charger, e-reader and camera, but those are small and won't take up much space!

I kinda want to wear contacts today, but it looks like a gloomy day anyways =3 I guess I'll stick with glasses for the rest of the weekend!


It's sooo adorable! I want to get one already! <3

Haha twice in one day is amazing!

Love this song! <3
I'm on episode 38 of the 2nd season now! Only 4 more to go! Ken-kun is so sweet now!

Mmm..now that exams are over, I am filled with an empty hole called boredom.

I think I'm getting back into my hime craze again~! Because spring/summer is definitely the best for this type of thing (And Canadian winters suck because you can't compromise warmth for cute clothes)! Skirts, dresses, lacey stuff, pink stuff, bows, ribbons, flowers and just generally pretty stuffI! <3
Haha I don't really own much stuff like that, but with the help of my mom and the sewing machine, maybe I'll be able to change some stuff! I has such a big obsession with lace and ruffles  :*.;.*・;・^;・:\(*^▽^*)/:・;^・;・*.;.*:

*sigh* Have to finish cleaning and throwing stuff out before the weekend...! Since it's a long weekend, they'll take away as many garbage bags as we put out! And my family and I are going to this resort too! It's near Algonquin Park and there's a lake, trails and a spa (probably not going there)! Must not take the laptop! And I should spend as much time as I can outside!

Ok, back to cleaning! :3

One more exam to go! Just a little under 5 hours left...!
I panicked so much for Calculus yesterday... and it was actually somewhat hard.. Thank goodness I ended up focusing more on trig substitutions and integration by parts! But the graphs were bad, as usual -_-

Today is the statistics exam. It won't be so bad.. since we're allowed to take in a formula sheet! That's what I have a problem with on a test usually anyways. I can never remember the full formula! I'll get most of it right, but I mess up on one term and I get a totally ridiculous answer, like a negative variance! Haha, once on my Management econ test, there was a question about what the optimal level of workers were, and I messed up the formula.

Real Answer: 4
My Answer: 2 400 000

The prof mentioned it too when we were going over the answers. If he said my name or looked at me at that point, I would have died of embarrassment!  

But I can't wait till I'm done! I will definitely start cleaning my room after today! I left all the stuff I bought at Micheals in the car so I can only use it after cleaning up and shifting everything around!

I went to the library after a long time yesterday. I got a bunch of French grammar books to help me review BECAUSE I'M GOING TO A FRENCH IMMERSION SCHOOL IN TROIS PISTOLES DURING THE SUMMER! XD I'm sooo excited!
And I borrowed some movies too~ Shaun of the Dead and The Wicker Man. I've seen The Wicker Man already, but I thought it was kinda interesting, so I wanted to watch it again with my mom. And Shaun of the Dead has been recommended and I want to watch something funny after this exam..

I just saw the trailer for The Descent, which is also on my list... Scared the crap out of me, but I want to watch it!

Gahhh back to studying! I've successfully wasted 25 minutes! I can't believe it's raining again today.. what a gloomy day..

Today's picture is not some random Arashi picture. Tis the squishy onigiri pillow that I made!

Oh man, I seriously can't even get up to go to my 2nd last day of classes..! Even though I know that I have to go get calculus notes from last week's class, and seeing as I have a French test tomorrow, I should also be going to the last review class.. right? But damn it... It's Monday, and I really don't feel like leaving the house! >.<
But I know that I have to gooo...

I mean, I'll be lazing around at home on Wed anyways, since classes end tomorrow!   

Maybe I should just ask someone to send me the notes...  but then I've got to be totally productive today! So I shall do some calculus, finish doing the exercises in my cahier, and, because it somewhat calms me down, I'll write some kanji! I have to fool around less!

Today's picture: Their smiles can warm my heart on such a cold, cold day~

Can you believe that it was snowing again yesterday?! Canada... *shakes fist* Let it be spring weather already!

I don't think my calculus test is going to go very well today.. Although, I don't think it's so bad that I'll flunk it. *sigh* Just have to try I guess...
I honestly wasted so much time... even though I skipped a couple of days! The closer it gets to the end, the lazier/less motivated I get.
Gotta leave in 30 mins... >< I'll just get it over with...
Riida can cheer me up a little <3

Last week~!
It was kind of hell at work this weekend.. but I don't really want to talk about it! I'm bad at dealing with jerks...

That aside, I got my final mark for economics back already!! While I was at the maid cafe, I happened to look at my phone, and I noticed an email from my professor. The test was the same day, so I knew he would mark it before the day was over. However I didn't expect him to calculate the final mark already too! When I got back home, I gathered my courage, and opened the pdf with the marks of the whole class. And...


This was seriously one of the hardest courses I've ever taken.. And it doesn't help that I was really not prepared for this. Why can't they update the official requirements to show that you really do need other courses if you want to be able to understand the contents better? Because that's exactly what my professor did for the 2011-2012 session. :( But, whatever.. it's done now! I'm honestly not even upset that I passed with such a meager mark.. I just never wanted to take it again. Like my dad says, some courses you have to do and pass, the marks don't matter! I'm confident that my other courses (i.e. my language courses) will balance this out, so I'm not too worried! Gotta keep my GPA up so I can go to 日本 in a couple of years! 

Also, they've already released the fall schedule for my campus, so I planned out my courses yesterday! My schedule literally looks like a T! Haha, I have morning classes from Monday to Thursday, and then on Wed, I have classes for 9 straight hours, from 9 AM - 6 PM. Maybe the timings of my classes will change later... :( Hopefully, something or the other will finish early, so I can have at least a little break! The only class I don't know about is Japanese! But that lecture schedule will probably be released in May/June. 

I'm clearly only writing this because I'm distracting myself from studying for calculus. So I shouldn't do that... I have to go at 3, so I can make it in time for my Japanese test! 

Ok, I'm making a definite promise here! On Friday, after most  tests are done, I will begin cleaning my room! I'll start with the side with the bookshelf, and clean all weekend if I have to! So it can look as pretty as the ones I like to look at in インテリア雑誌!

And one last thing, I've been rewatching Digimon Adventures (the 1st season), and relieving my childhood! Of course, I'm only doing something like this when I'm supposed to be busy as hell studying for all my tests.. >_<

J`aime les Mardis le plus!
Comme ma classe commence à 16h, je peux étudier chez moi!
Mais cette semaine est le pire.. Demain, j`ai un examen de statistiques. Et Jeudi, j`ai le dernière examen d`economie et un examen du Japonais. La semaine prochaine sera la même chose. J`ai un autre examen du Japoinais, un examen du calcul, et un examen de Français! 
Je veux l`été à venir!
Maintenant, je pratique mon kanji pour l`examen en Jeudi. Je suis très excité pour Jeudi! Àprés les examens, je irai à Hamilton pour rencontrer mes amis! Ils font un 'Maid Café' à Mac. Je ne les ai pas rencontrés depuis 3 mois!
Yay~ J`ai fini les kanji!
-_- C`est le temps pour les maths... ><


I kinda feel like I'm losing my mind maybe. For 3 consecutive days, I thought I put my headphones in my  bag! Yet when I get on the bus, no headphones... even though I have this vivid memory of doing it!

I guess this usually does happen after I wake up and I find out that I'll be late..  but the other things I've done at the time actually got done! So what's going on? Am I just dreaming that I put them in my bag?

The same thing happened last week after I came back home. I took my contacts out,as usual and out them in my case. But the next morning, when I went to put them on, one of the contacts was on the table all dried out! It's not possible honestly.. I would never do something like that! Because I have a clear memory of feeling the contact lenses fluid on my finger when I put it in the case!

So unless it jumped out of the case in the middle of the night.. I have no idea what happened!

:'( now I have to go to the optometris and order more tomorrow..

Maybe, if I was actually dreaming at these times, then I really need more sleep. I don't even know why I stay up so late sometimes! After just being in classes all day, I just.want to come home and turn my brain off I guess. A better thing to do would be to sleep.

Since I'm supposed to wake up early and clean up tomorrow, I'll sleep by 10 today!

I can't believe that my 2nd year is going to finish in a few weeks! It's the crucial part now, isn't it?
I've got to work hard with the math courses and bring my mark up! There's still 70% of the mark left to be calculated, so I should be able to do it! What on earth is going in calculus now anyways? What is a hyperbola? I told myself I'd look it up when I got home, so maybe I should do that.

A hyperbolic function is a function of an angle expressed as a relationship between the distances from a point on a hyperbola to the origin and to the coordinate axes, as hyperbolic sine or hyperbolic cosine: often expressed as combinations of exponential functions. - From dictionary.com

o_o ... I think I need to think that through a little... 

Hmm I have to improve my French mark too! I still need to learn more words so I can actually speak without having to struggle and come up with the word in a different language. I've got a mini-contrôle tomorrow.. hope I can remember all the new words! I always have the most trouble with that part!

I haven't made a single thing recently.. so I'm feeling a little depressed~ The last time I made something was my little star-dust ball pendant (which ended up breaking, so I still have to fix it). And then I kinda lost my round nose pliers somewhere in my room, and it's been very difficult to locate. That probably has something to do with the mess.. ^.^" I need to cleeeannnn! I think my messy environment is also getting me down! I really want to make something! I can't wait till after April 5th! At least after that I'll be able to relax a little more while studying math! And after Apr 16th and 17th, I'll be completely free, and hopefully with a clean room!

Sure, I get super motivated to clean when my friends are coming over, but otherwise, I don't think I'm bothered because of my messiness.. It's certainly not a good habit to have...If I ever live in an apartment with someone, I think my roommate probably won't ever come into my room! :(

Ok, getting off topic! Gotta clean the room! That's what I need to do.. THIS WEEK! I'm pooped on the weekend anyways after work, so obviously not on those days. Whyyy is there so much to do with so little time!? I think, since I'm off Friday and the house will be peaceful with no one to bother me, I shall clean then! But I need something to make me do it on the actual day.. I don't think my determination to clean everything up can last for another 3 days! o_o

I'll be 21 soon. So.. I have to do this! On my own! And then I want to decorate! I've kept all my posters under my bed for 6 months because everything was still messy! I want my Arashi wall... D:

Oh no.. it's already 1:25 AM...I have to sleep and go to class early. Hopefully I get a lot of sleep on the bus/train, depending on when I wake up. And with that, I'm off to bed! Here's some cute pictures I found!

I really want to make something like this already!! I already bought the silicone and icing tip already too.. =3

Soon.. soon.. Just have to be patient till tests are over!

I'm so very very scared for Thursday! It's too late to back out of my econ class so I'm really scared of the test! But I still have almost 4 days to make sure I completely memorize this chapter!
I really wish someone would have told me this wasn't a course to be taken in first year... ;_;
Somehow.. somehow I'll get through it! Thank goodness my French and Japanese marks are really up there! I think I would cry if all my other marks started getting dragged down like this one course..!

I'm feeling good recently! All the negativity from before seems to have disappeared. And I've started to get along with everyone much better too. Haha I think for like 2 or 3 weeks I skipped a bunch of classes, and I was moody during the tutorials, but I'm better now! I've started feeling that coming here and suddenly changing universities wasn't a wrong choice. But I think that one year there will always have a special place in my heart. I'm glad they haven't forgotten me either. <3

Hmm, so what else? I was looking through my DS games on the computer, and I found this one called '99 no namida'. The purpose of this game is to make you cry. So sometimes, you have days when you're really stressed and nothing feels like it's going right. You want to cry, but for some reason you can't. So play the game, read a story, and cry.

I actually quite like this game. The graphics give off this melancholy feeling, but they're still beautiful. Rather than depressing, I think it's peaceful. So anyways, you go to this bar at the beginning of the game, and the master asks you a few questions about your mood, how your day has been, etc. And then he gives you a story.  After the story, you write your impressions and rate how sad it was to you, ranging from 'I didn't feel anything' (I think.. I don't remember the exact words) to 'Tears came out'.

I've played it twice so far. I didn't really cry at the first story. It was about a mother and daughter who don't get along because the girl works as a hostess. However, the mother is suddenly hospitalized, and when the daughter comes to visit, she sees her mother looking sick and in a coma, so she tries to make her look pretty by giving her a pedicure. She comes everyday and takes care of her like this and eventually the mother wakes up and tells her to follow her dream, which is to open a nail salon someday. So the daughter quits her job and starts working in a nail salon, hoping to make other women feel happy by giving them pretty nails. So it's a nice story... just not enough to cry at.

I cried while reading the 2nd one. This boy was living with his mother after his parents divorced and his mother had to work a lot of jobs to support their lifestyle. However, every morning, she would give him a bento before going off to work. His friends tease him about it so he tells her that he'll buy his lunch from now on, but his mother still makes him a bento every morning. He wakes up in the middle of the night one day, and he happens to see his mother in the kitchen looking up recipes and murmuring "Maybe he'll like this." So he decides that the next day, he'll tell her that he'll take the bento. However, when he's starting to leave the next morning, he finds his mother on the floor. At the hospital, the doctor tells him that she's exhausted and stressed. His aunt comes to find him and tells him what his mother's been going through. She thought that she couldn't give him a perfect lifestyle since he doesn't have a father, but at least she wanted to give him a bento everyday so he wouldn't feel like he's losing out on anything. So the next day, he properly apologizes to his mom, and thanks her for thinking about him so much.

I kinda went through a rebellious phase like that too, so I cried a little! I wonder what tonight's story will be~ ちょっと楽しみ! Haha although that can't be the right word!

Speaking of crying, I also cried when I watched this video. I haven't really looked up the translation of the lyrics, but the video itself is such a sad and beautiful love story.. :(

And with that, I'm going to sleep and somehow wake up at 6:30! Also, Happy Valentine's Day! I really want to  ~ :\

Lately, I've been really into Utsukushii Rinjin!

"A sudden encounter between a gracefully attractive but mysterious woman, Saki (Nakama Yukie), and an ordinary housewife, Eriko (Dan Rei), who has a happy family, causes Eriko’s serene daily life to fall apart. Eriko’s husband, Shinji (Watabe Atsuro) becomes the target of Saki’s advances and finds himself caught between her and his wife." - From dramawiki

Haha I never imagined I'd be someone who would be so addicted to this type of drama! Even more so than my beloved detective dramas! Drama between housewives is way too interesting! Haha, I'm interested in ones with affairs lately!

Saki-san is just too amazing! She's so skillful, when she becomes close with everyone around Eriko-san, it seems like she's trying to replace her! But some fault lies with those people too, I suppose, because they're so easily convinced that Saki-san is a better replacement..! Uwaa, she just psychologically scared a kid too... who was bullying Shun-kun! I can guess that she wants a life to replace her previous one without a child, husband or friends...! I hope Eriko-san can figure out that Saki-san's not really a friend and she's the one turning everyone in her life against her...

Another thing I never thought I'd get into is Beelzebub! It's just way too funny!

"The story follows the "strongest juvenile delinquent", Oga Tatsumi, a first year in "Ishiyama High" the school for delinquents. One day while sleeping next to a river he sees a man floating down it, he pulls him to shore and the man splits in half revealing a baby boy. This boy is the son of the demon king and he has been chosen as the one to raise it with the baby's demon maid Hilda. The story follows his life with the child and at the delinquent school." -ANN

I honestly don't watch much anime, except for Detective Conan (which I'm still in the process of finishing). I'm more of a drama type. But I was just looking through a list of ones from this season with my friend at uni, and we clicked on this to see what it's like. It was the randomest thing ever! Soo funny! This is the one type I usually stay away from, because it's got delinquents, a lot of noise, and things that don't make sense! But I ended up really liking it! I even got my little brother to watch it with me! I think the transporter guy (his real name's too long so I can never remember it) is my favourite! So every week, I eagerly await the new episode :P

I'm getting hungry.. time to go eat breakfast! Today's a busy day..! I have to finish 2 assignments, a ton of math homework & French listening excercises.. and if I have time, study for econ and practice kanji!

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