I don't think my calculus test is going to go very well today.. Although, I don't think it's so bad that I'll flunk it. *sigh* Just have to try I guess...
I honestly wasted so much time... even though I skipped a couple of days! The closer it gets to the end, the lazier/less motivated I get.
Gotta leave in 30 mins... >< I'll just get it over with...
Riida can cheer me up a little <3

Last week~!
It was kind of hell at work this weekend.. but I don't really want to talk about it! I'm bad at dealing with jerks...

That aside, I got my final mark for economics back already!! While I was at the maid cafe, I happened to look at my phone, and I noticed an email from my professor. The test was the same day, so I knew he would mark it before the day was over. However I didn't expect him to calculate the final mark already too! When I got back home, I gathered my courage, and opened the pdf with the marks of the whole class. And...


This was seriously one of the hardest courses I've ever taken.. And it doesn't help that I was really not prepared for this. Why can't they update the official requirements to show that you really do need other courses if you want to be able to understand the contents better? Because that's exactly what my professor did for the 2011-2012 session. :( But, whatever.. it's done now! I'm honestly not even upset that I passed with such a meager mark.. I just never wanted to take it again. Like my dad says, some courses you have to do and pass, the marks don't matter! I'm confident that my other courses (i.e. my language courses) will balance this out, so I'm not too worried! Gotta keep my GPA up so I can go to 日本 in a couple of years! 

Also, they've already released the fall schedule for my campus, so I planned out my courses yesterday! My schedule literally looks like a T! Haha, I have morning classes from Monday to Thursday, and then on Wed, I have classes for 9 straight hours, from 9 AM - 6 PM. Maybe the timings of my classes will change later... :( Hopefully, something or the other will finish early, so I can have at least a little break! The only class I don't know about is Japanese! But that lecture schedule will probably be released in May/June. 

I'm clearly only writing this because I'm distracting myself from studying for calculus. So I shouldn't do that... I have to go at 3, so I can make it in time for my Japanese test! 

Ok, I'm making a definite promise here! On Friday, after most  tests are done, I will begin cleaning my room! I'll start with the side with the bookshelf, and clean all weekend if I have to! So it can look as pretty as the ones I like to look at in インテリア雑誌!

And one last thing, I've been rewatching Digimon Adventures (the 1st season), and relieving my childhood! Of course, I'm only doing something like this when I'm supposed to be busy as hell studying for all my tests.. >_<

J`aime les Mardis le plus!
Comme ma classe commence à 16h, je peux étudier chez moi!
Mais cette semaine est le pire.. Demain, j`ai un examen de statistiques. Et Jeudi, j`ai le dernière examen d`economie et un examen du Japonais. La semaine prochaine sera la même chose. J`ai un autre examen du Japoinais, un examen du calcul, et un examen de Français! 
Je veux l`été à venir!
Maintenant, je pratique mon kanji pour l`examen en Jeudi. Je suis très excité pour Jeudi! Àprés les examens, je irai à Hamilton pour rencontrer mes amis! Ils font un 'Maid Café' à Mac. Je ne les ai pas rencontrés depuis 3 mois!
Yay~ J`ai fini les kanji!
-_- C`est le temps pour les maths... ><


I kinda feel like I'm losing my mind maybe. For 3 consecutive days, I thought I put my headphones in my  bag! Yet when I get on the bus, no headphones... even though I have this vivid memory of doing it!

I guess this usually does happen after I wake up and I find out that I'll be late..  but the other things I've done at the time actually got done! So what's going on? Am I just dreaming that I put them in my bag?

The same thing happened last week after I came back home. I took my contacts out,as usual and out them in my case. But the next morning, when I went to put them on, one of the contacts was on the table all dried out! It's not possible honestly.. I would never do something like that! Because I have a clear memory of feeling the contact lenses fluid on my finger when I put it in the case!

So unless it jumped out of the case in the middle of the night.. I have no idea what happened!

:'( now I have to go to the optometris and order more tomorrow..

Maybe, if I was actually dreaming at these times, then I really need more sleep. I don't even know why I stay up so late sometimes! After just being in classes all day, I just.want to come home and turn my brain off I guess. A better thing to do would be to sleep.

Since I'm supposed to wake up early and clean up tomorrow, I'll sleep by 10 today!

I can't believe that my 2nd year is going to finish in a few weeks! It's the crucial part now, isn't it?
I've got to work hard with the math courses and bring my mark up! There's still 70% of the mark left to be calculated, so I should be able to do it! What on earth is going in calculus now anyways? What is a hyperbola? I told myself I'd look it up when I got home, so maybe I should do that.

A hyperbolic function is a function of an angle expressed as a relationship between the distances from a point on a hyperbola to the origin and to the coordinate axes, as hyperbolic sine or hyperbolic cosine: often expressed as combinations of exponential functions. - From dictionary.com

o_o ... I think I need to think that through a little... 

Hmm I have to improve my French mark too! I still need to learn more words so I can actually speak without having to struggle and come up with the word in a different language. I've got a mini-contrôle tomorrow.. hope I can remember all the new words! I always have the most trouble with that part!

I haven't made a single thing recently.. so I'm feeling a little depressed~ The last time I made something was my little star-dust ball pendant (which ended up breaking, so I still have to fix it). And then I kinda lost my round nose pliers somewhere in my room, and it's been very difficult to locate. That probably has something to do with the mess.. ^.^" I need to cleeeannnn! I think my messy environment is also getting me down! I really want to make something! I can't wait till after April 5th! At least after that I'll be able to relax a little more while studying math! And after Apr 16th and 17th, I'll be completely free, and hopefully with a clean room!

Sure, I get super motivated to clean when my friends are coming over, but otherwise, I don't think I'm bothered because of my messiness.. It's certainly not a good habit to have...If I ever live in an apartment with someone, I think my roommate probably won't ever come into my room! :(

Ok, getting off topic! Gotta clean the room! That's what I need to do.. THIS WEEK! I'm pooped on the weekend anyways after work, so obviously not on those days. Whyyy is there so much to do with so little time!? I think, since I'm off Friday and the house will be peaceful with no one to bother me, I shall clean then! But I need something to make me do it on the actual day.. I don't think my determination to clean everything up can last for another 3 days! o_o

I'll be 21 soon. So.. I have to do this! On my own! And then I want to decorate! I've kept all my posters under my bed for 6 months because everything was still messy! I want my Arashi wall... D:

Oh no.. it's already 1:25 AM...I have to sleep and go to class early. Hopefully I get a lot of sleep on the bus/train, depending on when I wake up. And with that, I'm off to bed! Here's some cute pictures I found!

I really want to make something like this already!! I already bought the silicone and icing tip already too.. =3

Soon.. soon.. Just have to be patient till tests are over!

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